She is contradictory, she is many-faceted, that one can say there were many sides in one soul. Everyday she has to start in a way. She is an artist, like true, but like- is she though? She has created. But what she has was due only to the past. She can’t be effected, at least not egotistically. In any way she is so far from it now. She’s left it behind. Or rather, she left her. All artworks are rafts sent downstream while their creator stands on the shore, empty handed.